Sunday, October 28, 2007

So, what is up in the life of Mary? I know I haven't said a lot lately. So, to update you all: I broke up with Jeff. Yes, again. I mean, I miss him a lot. I miss him soooooo much... Because he was my best friend. He was everything to me. It just wasn't working out as a romantic relationship. I don't know if he's ever going to want to be friends again, which makes me sad. But, he has every right to, you know, never want to see me again. I'm kind of jealous of the way Tiffy and Kuech broke up, but I guess everyone is different. So, because of this reason, there's this song that keeps making me cry (if you have FaceBook, it's the song on my Audibie). See, if we're never friends again, I'm always going to miss him, because he's a really awesome guy. Just, not the guy for me. This summer... this summer was alright, but it had a lot of bad aspects.

He's seriously better off without me. I was a horrible girlfriend. I suspect that this is simply because we weren't working. I mean, I'm not a horrible person. I think. I hope...

I've been kinda sick lately. That's a much longer story. I don't really feel like going into it. Probably won't.

Things on campus are OK. I really miss my brother and hope that I can arrange a visit to the monastery. There was a trip this weekend with my school. I wanted to go on it, but it was full of these kids with a Hintenmyer Scholarship who are required to go once a year. So, if at all possible, me and a couple friends will go down and spend the weekend. We shall see.

So, love and kisses. Say hi to the kids for me!

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