Thursday, August 21, 2003


Taste the brutal honey. Sickly sweet with such a bitter aftertaste. It slips on my tongue and it goes down smoothly. I shiver with anticipation. In the depths, the liquid burns, bringing up the flames within me. The fire brings my blood to a boil. I shiver, though my skin glistens.

It is better to have loved, because to have loved and lost just sucks

I could spend forever in your eyes, if you would only look my way


Just random mutterings of this occasionally lonely babe...



This one isn't to bad. Mostly prose but I've worked in a little poetry...


When's the last time I saw you? When did you last come to call? We used to speak so freely but it seems like you've just forgotten that all. I miss you so much. I miss your laughter and your touch. You're eyes would sparkle with excitement, laughing at me when I told you that all your ideas were bent. I could never ever forget you. God ... I loved you so damn much. What I wouldn't give to be in your arms. To kiss your lips and shudder at your touch. I could spend an eternity gazing into your eyes, those deep pools of ocean tides. I remember you pulling me into your arms. I felt so safe, so secure. Without you, I feel so alone. I just can do the things I did before.



I am now laughing at my teenage angst. Annoying little bugger, it is! The thing about it, is it makes teenger's feelings so intense and so real... Yet, in retrospect.... it's just not so... And, yea, right now... geez, I miss him so explitive much. And there's really nothing I can do about it. And, well honestly, it hasn't been that long since I've sen him, and I know he hasn't forgotten how it used to be between us... but that's water under the bridge and down the emotional waterfall.

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