Thursday, February 27, 2003

Okay, Liz, I acted in haste. I'm sorry. I was at the school today and checked my e-mail and had time to think things over as I drove home. The thing is, I was just burning up because from where I'm coming from, Chris and I broke up because of Human Relations Regulations, not because we didn't like each other anymore. He told me he still loved me. And I never said I was over him, because I can still think of better days, and it upsets me. I was upset because if you knew that Chris still said he loved me, then why would you be going out with him? Friends don't do that. But, maybe you didn't know. And from what I hear, the feelings aren't reciprocated. I don't know and, you're right, that's none of my business. I'm sorry I blew up at you. I was mostly mad at Chris. He's liked you for longer than he'll admit too, I know it and I could see it in his eyes when he was home. He just started acting differently, while we were still going out. I was wrong to blow up at a friend over a guy. I'm sorry that you think we were never good friends, because I really thought we were.

Chris told me we'd always be good friends and he'd always keep in contact. Then he comes home and doesn't even say hi. That hurt. And then he went out with one of my good friends, that hurt even more. And he really really likes her. That just burns. I'm sorry I blew up at you, I really am.

But.. why did you say have fun crying over your mom? Because I'm going to be in charleston for 18 months. Then I'm doing NROTC, maybe at USC...

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